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Plans within plans...
Friday, August 9, 2002
12:58 p.m.

I believe I have come up with a way to adequately make up to Drew. I can't share the details because they would be rated X for sure. [laughs]

So let me just say, I think things will work out just fine.

Everyone have a good weekend. I know I will...[grin]

feelin' frisky

toxic
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Things are good
Thursday, August 8, 2002
02:48 p.m.

I managed to talk with Drew last night. Things are cool. While I still feel like a total crumb for forgetting something important, he did try his best to assuage my guilty conscious by saying that it had almost slipped by him too, and that he understood that sometimes things in our life take our focus away from home and family. He didn't make an issue because of things that were going on in my life.

And he did have a stellar birthday! So he says...[blushes]

He wasn't insulted or angry, but said that I could make it up to him this weekend if I felt the need. [grins]

Oh boy. You can count on it. Not sure how yet, but I will.

*~*~*~*~*

And we won the bocce game. Again. We are da bomb I tell you. 8 wins 2 losses. Looking good for the quarter finals.

toxic
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My God, what a beautiful day again today!
Wednesday, August 7, 2002
12:38 p.m.

I brought the bike in to work again. It was hard turning onto 78 to head East, when all I wanted to do was continue heading up 287 and go into North NJ and on into NY to just drive.

But the bills have to be paid. The only way to do that is to work.

Oh yeah. The Godfathers rock! We won our game today!

The weather is supposed to hold out the rest of the week. We scheduled two of our make up games for today and Friday, with a regularly scheduled game tomorrow at lunch. It was hard to concentrate on the game when all I wanted to do was just head out for a ride. But at 6 wins (7 with our win today) and 2 losses thus far, we couldn't afford to get lax now.

The league collectively agreed to try and play every day for the rest of this week and all of next to make up and stay on track. Fortunately the way it works, we won't be playing everyday, since some of the makeup games The Godfathers weren't scheduled to play anyway. It appears that we were closer to being done wth the season than I thought. Still, its a fairly full schedule. If we can keep up our current winning streak we are a shoe in for the quarter finals on the 16th and 19th. The semi finals are scheduled for the 20th, with the finals being played on the 22th.

*~*~*~*~*

Drew firmed up his vacation and we are scheduled to start on the 24th of August and we should be returning home around September 7th.

We will be driving down south, stopping off at several places on the way. He wants to go putz around in Richmond (to visit a college friend of his), Charleston, Savannah, hit Atlanta for me. I want to go to DragonCon at least one day, see bear. Then its to my sister Renee's for a few days. Drew said he wanted to see where I'm from. I'm ambivalent about that, but he has his mind set on it and when it comes down to it, I won't deny him anything he wants, no matter how painful to me. During that time we will take a day excursion to Panama City Beach, FL.

I guess to make up for it, he made reservations at some bed and breakfast place in Gatlinburg, TN where we are going to stay for a couple of days on our way back.

It's a full vacation, and Drew has it scheduled down to the minute/mile. It seems pretty packed, but if I know Drew we aren't married to the schedule. He does have a clear idea of where he wants to go and what he wants to do. I think I'm going to be exhausted when I get home [laughs].

But I think what is most important to me is just spending time with Drew. Even on the road, we will be together. Just him and me.

Oh fuck. It just occurred to me that I missed a really important date. God what a dumb fuck I am. Drew and I had been dating a year on July 28. [groans] I so suck at keeping up with important dates. Jesus, and he never said anything either. FUCK! I'm only...10 fucking days late! GOD DAMN IT! And the day was going so well too. GAH!!!

toxic
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Perv Alert
Saturday, August 3, 2002
12:38 p.m.

size queen

You Are a Blowjob Queen!

You are a Blowjob Queen. That's right - you are a total blowjob master. You give the best blowjobs in town. In fact, you could be considered a modern Linda Lovelace. Your reputation preceeds you, but that's okay. Men shower you with gifts to get close to those lips.

Must reflect the mood I'm in. After last night...[grin]..it fits.

toxic
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What is it about online tests?
Friday, August 2, 2002
05:56 a.m.

They are like potato chips or something.

Why are you wasting your time here? You could be having sex with . . .

Which Weiß Kreuz guy could you be having sex with?

Huh?

Well, okay. With the way I answered some of those questions, it's kind of unexpected. But it isn't an unpleasant thought.

Of course, I didn't think I would look good in a full length gown. I don't have the legs to show off a dress.

toxic
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